Paul at 45

He will likely be bald soon, before 50.
It is not a perfect life, but then this not a perfect planet.
Paul has created a life that embraces his fondest wishes,
With the possible exception of playing guitar with the “Stones”.

A would be chemist at 14,
He still enjoys the potential of compounds,
Even as it reaches him through the efforts of others.

Far too soon we will likely reverse roles.
I will look to him for support.
And I think he will provide it.

Not withstanding moments of uncertainty
Paul has evolved.
Now he has opinions that he freely expresses,
Associates that regard his insights,
And friends who desire his company.

He can unequivocally announce “ he does not know”.
Making understanding far more possible.

He has a place at the table,
Which he fills almost comfortably.
(I’m grateful for the “almost”,
it allows for vulnerability).

A far better father than his father,
Possessed of strengths that have exceeded
My lofty expectations, while still leaving space
For a few fatherly complaints.

He is a joy!!