Friday, October 25, 2013

Last Dance


 “Lets have lunch, it’s the end of the semester”
Ned said to no one in particular.
He was ending his teaching career,
Wanting to commemorate the occasion.

I turned to view the other 10 students,
All intent on appearing not to have heard the question,
Going through the motions of closing books preparing to leave ,
While I, in the role of off-screen observer,
Recorded the dissonance of the dance.

The quiet desperation in the instructors suggestion
Pleaded for a ringing endorsement
That would validate two decades worth of effort.
(Showing up, sometimes advancing
An idea that got replayed by an underachiever
In the form of an effective response.)
But none was forthcoming.

How easy it should have been to utter
“Sure”, “lets do it”, “OK”, all would have sufficed.
It would have cost me nothing,
Yet I remained silent, avoided eye contact.
Ned’s embarrassment, and mine,
Stretched with each second, as we all feigned ignorance
Beseeching the teacher to repudiate his request.

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